Someone will shatter your heart into a million damaged pieces, leave you alone so you'll feel broken, empty and hurt. Either if he is an Ex-Boyfriend or an Ex-best friend he will bring down your tears, make you spend the nights crying over and over again. Memories will eat you alive but believe me this pain you're living right now is temporary, the tears are going to stop and the emptiness will take over and you'll survive. Those hard moments will make you stronger and someone will lift you up, appreciate your existence, give you a love you deserve and show you that it doesn't always end in hurt. Let go of those who bring nothing but pain, let others bring you the happiness you deserve.
A series of maybe-s and don't know-s
I don't think I'm stable, maybe I'm. I don't know, but thinking about dying is a brand new thing for me, I don't usually think this way. Is it because I'm weak? cause I'm not, maybe I'm, I don't know. Leaving is the only thing I'm thinking about lately, I want to end it, can I? I've been always brave, but never that brave or maybe I'm, I don't know. I love you people, why did you stop loving me? am I hard to love? did I hurt you? Did I make your life more miserable? didn't I help you with anything? cause I used to be a person who doesn't hurt people and insists on making people's lives easier and comfier, did I stop being this person? or I never was one? I don't know. life is way harder than I thought, finding people who are always here to support and can bear all the things for you is never easy-peasy, but I loved you all easily, I supported you all and never had second thoughts about doing so. I've always been he...
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