Bunch of colors

I hate to admit it but I guess that I don't really fit in relationships despite the fact that I flourish during the phase, but I still don't know how to control my feelings and I guess I'll never will. I don't quite know how to keep everything in shape, either work, body shape, social life and most importantly the only thing I always find myself good at which is sadly, studying. Problem is never related to the person I'm in love with, but the person I'm and how emotional I get as well as the sense of responsibility I strongly encounter. It's pretty good to be a giver, you just need to understand that being the very best version of yourself whether in school, work or whatever is considered a personal gain to you never lessen the effort you exert for your partner nor make you a bad person. You can make him your first priority and still do good for yourself, certainly this will make him happy too ;)

 Back to writing about people, but this time I can proudly announce that I did not only meet someone cute, but a safe place where I can hide, heal and mend my soul. I guess I can say that I have finally met my soulmate, someone who can have a soft heart for me & yet be the most handsome, considerate, understanding, caring and most importantly a backbone that I can lean on, forever and always Dear lavlovy, 7ob 7yaty & the bringer of Fegla to my life :'D I'm in love with your smile, your voice, your eyes, I love it when we get closer while taking a photo, I love listening to you during classes, watching how you deal with students in a very gentle, caring and passionate way. I love how you calmly handle my bad temper and my mood swings. Also, how you're so patient and how you're always keen on keeping our bond forever. I thought I was in love before, now I'm sure it was not :') I love you in a way I did not before. You're so precious, different and alwa