A series of maybe-s and don't know-s
I don't think I'm stable, maybe I'm. I don't know, but thinking about dying is a brand new thing for me, I don't usually think this way. Is it because I'm weak? cause I'm not, maybe I'm, I don't know. Leaving is the only thing I'm thinking about lately, I want to end it, can I? I've been always brave, but never that brave or maybe I'm, I don't know. I love you people, why did you stop loving me? am I hard to love? did I hurt you? Did I make your life more miserable? didn't I help you with anything? cause I used to be a person who doesn't hurt people and insists on making people's lives easier and comfier, did I stop being this person? or I never was one? I don't know. life is way harder than I thought, finding people who are always here to support and can bear all the things for you is never easy-peasy, but I loved you all easily, I supported you all and never had second thoughts about doing so. I've always been he