One self-destructive thought down, 10 to go!
Back to my favorite and only way of expressing my feelings. Last time I wrote here, I swore to God that I'll never come back crying about a person or a thing that is not worth the hassle. And I can proudly say that I did. However, I still give people a lot more than they deserve but let me say it, I'm not even sorry :) I finally came to an understanding that I really have a good heart, not a one that hold grudges or keep chasing people for the sake of revenge, never was, never will be. I'm sorry I believed so before. But if someone thinks that I was that kind of people, then I'm utterly sorry, please consider it an indiscretion. Still working on a lot of self-destructive thoughts tho. I guess I'm a bit proud of the person I'm today, at least I finally know what's meant by time management, although all people won't agree on that, but I can feel it, I really am. I just think it's a bit too much for me to handle but at the end, I know how to get ev