حبيت اسجل اللحظة المهمه دى و اقول ان مؤخراً ماما بقت اقرب حد ليا و رغم انى بحب اعمل كل حاجة لوحدى بقيت احب اعمل كل حاجة معاها. الفترة الاخيرة كمان كان فى فراغ كبير فى حياتى مفيش حاجة عارفة تملاه غير ماما. بتفضل تتفرج معايا علي مسلسلاتى التافهه بدون زهق D':
بقت اول واحدة بكلمها لو حصلى اى مشكلة او اى حاجة حلوة. الحمدلله انها موجودة فى حياتى والله💕

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