حبيت اسجل اللحظة المهمه دى و اقول ان مؤخراً ماما بقت اقرب حد ليا و رغم انى بحب اعمل كل حاجة لوحدى بقيت احب اعمل كل حاجة معاها. الفترة الاخيرة كمان كان فى فراغ كبير فى حياتى مفيش حاجة عارفة تملاه غير ماما. بتفضل تتفرج معايا علي مسلسلاتى التافهه بدون زهق D':
بقت اول واحدة بكلمها لو حصلى اى مشكلة او اى حاجة حلوة. الحمدلله انها موجودة فى حياتى والله💕
A series of maybe-s and don't know-s
I don't think I'm stable, maybe I'm. I don't know, but thinking about dying is a brand new thing for me, I don't usually think this way. Is it because I'm weak? cause I'm not, maybe I'm, I don't know. Leaving is the only thing I'm thinking about lately, I want to end it, can I? I've been always brave, but never that brave or maybe I'm, I don't know. I love you people, why did you stop loving me? am I hard to love? did I hurt you? Did I make your life more miserable? didn't I help you with anything? cause I used to be a person who doesn't hurt people and insists on making people's lives easier and comfier, did I stop being this person? or I never was one? I don't know. life is way harder than I thought, finding people who are always here to support and can bear all the things for you is never easy-peasy, but I loved you all easily, I supported you all and never had second thoughts about doing so. I've always been he...
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